Friday, February 22, 2008

From that day forth, my arm changed, and a voice echoed. "Power... Give me more power!"



No school today. That's cool. Because I felt accomplished yesterday by finishing my homework early to sleep some more. I was really tired last night, just wanted to finish whatever I had to do and then go to sleep.

Anyways, not much happened today. Got up, and went to go watch anime. It's been a while since I watched any or kept track with any of the anime that are coming out. I started small and watched Clannad, Spice and Wolf, Persona -Trinity Soul-, and Rosario + Vampire. All pretty interesting I have to say. I wished I had more days like this though.

Colleges, though, are becoming a real bummer. So far as I know, two or three of my friends are going to different colleges than me (Arrrgg, damn CP for accepting me for only the Spring Semester). Man, it's going to be a little boring for me. At least I'll be granted some freedom from my parents. And I get to have a place where my manga can be. I rarely read the ones that are deep in the center of my bed anymore, because I'm too lazy to lift the mattress and pull them out. It would be better if I could just place them on a shelf. And maybe I'll get a game system and play video games too. Never really got to do that here at home.

Two months till the Florida trip. I bet it will be awesome. Learning and having fun. How did they know? haha. I have no idea who am I going to room with though. -_-;;; Can't wait.

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

In The End... We Are All Satisfied... And You Will Be Set Free...



HAHA! I post again!

Yesterday was Primary Elections here. I didn't vote, personally I don't care about government. I can already see the results. McCain wins. Not saying I'm a Republican supporter or anything. But he has the advantage of being a WASP. But that's besides the point now.

Valentine's day is approaching tomorrow. I did a lot for my girlfriend. Heh, first Valentine's day together. Not bad. Roses, Singing Valentines, Chocolate Strawberry,Hershey's Hugs and Kisses, and making her lunch. Hope she isn't too freaked out. ^^;;

It is also cold and wet outside. I slipped like twice, walking to the bus stop. Didn't hurt, but having a wet ass in the morning really gets on your nerves a bit. There was like a full sheet of ice on everything. Even the grass.

Now as for colleges, here's what I got:

UMCP: Accepted to Spring Semester
UMBC: Accepted with $5,000 per Semester Scholarship
PennState: Accepted
Georgetown: Deferred to Regular Decision, Final decision will come in April
Northwestern: Unknown, I don't know if I finished it
UVA: Still waiting.

I'm most likely going to BC in the end though.

DMC4 came out a week ago too. Really want to play. I can't help but to watch the cutscenes over and over again. I even downloaded the special OST for it too. Songs are awesome, can't wait till the full OSTs come out. Which will be like at the end of the month.

Wednesday, February 6, 2008

Long Overdue Post.... Again...



Its the start of the new semester. The start of a new beginning.

Well actually the semester started like a week or two ago. Just let not mind the details.

Remember that part in which I made a note to myself to update this blog more? Well I lied, I forgot.

Anyways, I'm okay so far. Couple weeks ago, I had an appendicitis and had to get an appendectomy. I came back home in pain and dizzy from the pain meds I took (Never taking that again.) The problem though was that the weekend I had the appendicitis and the operation was the weekend before exams. And I really needed tutoring for BC Calc. Well I couldn't go back to school for like 4 days, due to recovering from the operation. Didn't see my girlfriend for like a week and half, wasn't able to study, dizzy from the pain meds (After the dizziness, I dumped my meds for Alieve), and I had to make up my exams. ALL ON THE SAME DAY!! 4 exams in a row was crazy. And then there was one on Tuesday.

Overall it didn't go so well.

BC Calc: CDE
Anatomy: Exam Grade: C
Chinese: Barely a B
AP Lit: CCC
Software Apps: Exam Grade: B

You can guess my parents were uber pissed at me. And well... the rest is history.


Anyways, yesterday was also a miserable day. My girlfriend looked clearly upset at the end of the day, I asked if something was wrong. She says nothing is wrong. I don't press further for fear of her blowing up at me and I can't break that mind set. Needless to say, she was upset and in the end it didn;t end well. I get slapped and yelled at since apparently I "don't care". She broke down and cried on my shoulder.

I got home and felt miserable. Ever have that feeling. That feeling you did something wrong apparently and you don't even know why? That feeling of fear that the relationship is over. I certainly did. I tried to kill my emotions, but that just stored up the feelings inside. In the end, I ended up even angrier, confused, and even more miserable. I cried myself to sleep.

I didn't want to see her in the morning today. Too sad to do so. But instead she came to me and we made up. Slow progression at first, but we're okay now. Or at least I hope. I hope she is okay now.

Man, now that I think about my dreams, I wonder if I can actually accomplish them. My dream is to have a family, living a great house in a great neighborhood. However my dream jobs are kind of everywhere: doctor, conductor, and even a voice actor. I even contemplated stunt actor or wrestler. Oh man... damn.